I want to dig open your grave I want to dig open your grave to smell you again. I want to carry your bones in my messenger bag, so I can look at them when I'm bored at the dentist's Or when I'm in a queue for my tickets at the cinema I want to brush the remaining filaments of your hair at dawn And wash them at noon And humor them at night I want to find an inch of your skin and sow it in your ceramic pot You loved it so; and it always yielded well. I want to bury your crippled teeth under my pillow And push daisies in the sockets of your skull. Now tell me, is it any good that you rest so quietly? Foolish are my feet to tread so lightly. Midnight come, and I will whisk you out Be equipped, my dear For we will paddle off into the moonlight like old times.
And so I walked in a haze Light like the wind, Heavy as a wave. I walked by everything that preceded me Along everything that followed. I traced every path, graced every ground Where I left a trail, an unapologetic mark Places I didn’t have reason to go to Faces I shouldn’t have held so close. I revisited every grave I sealed shut Ripping up every bone from the gravel. And just like that, I was faced with the fabric of my existence – Woven indelicately by me, by my destiny I had questions but I was immune too long, had scars that never hurt. Not once. I had an ignition to keep walking But my heart pounded heavily. My mind directed me, yet again To chase a worthier world One that already had its home and heath in my head, that which I never found my welcome in. And so I walked on, For every step I found caution, Ev...
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